Sarthak Saraswat
Why this diary?
Hey, saumya I know this time I haven’t written anything special for you,
So I’ve come up with an idea of why not write a diary about you,
As you know few pages can’t define you, it might take several books, and still, I feel it won’t be able to identify you,
but I would try my best to learn more n more about you and emboss it in this book so that
in old age, we could go through these books n enjoy living in these moments.
Also, I just don’t want to forget lovely moments spend with you
And I wish that my diary is kept in your library
I have named this diary “#####”
What this diary would have?
This book would consist of our meetups, my inner thoughts for you, absolutely every thought which is related to you.
It would also include my detailed relationship with other persons in my life
Though I think I won’t be consistent with this diary
but ya I’ll make sure every moment is clearly written with every single detail
Also, this diary is half-written, and I’m sorry for that
It would have moments of July 2020 to December 2020
If this works out well, then do expect another one dated from Jan 2021-Dec 2021
Hope you would love this our diary
24 July 2020
Today I came to accompany you for shopping to know more about your dress selection and your choice,
I came primarily to help myself in the future to buy clothes for you aka gifts for you
I always wish to go for shopping with Aanshi, but she always said ‘no’.
Anyways I’m glad I got good shopping memories with someone permanent in my life,
Not someone who came to get my money and not my heart.
Coming back to our shopping, it was beautiful, you do act like my mom.
See each and everything inside the mall,
my dad does get annoyed with my mom when she does this like
he’s like “Chalo jaldi I’m bored out, list banaya kakro kya kya Lena.”
and I used to reply “dekhne doh kunsa roz roz aate hai”.
And mom ka reply “dekhenge toh hi toh pta chalega market meh kya naya aaya hai”.
Wese I have zero knowledge about girl dresses would like to learn so that it might be helpful in the near future for you and my wife too!
Well after shopping we had our kit-kat shake which honestly wasn’t that good but was just nice enough.
IDK why people show off their keventers bottles.
After that, we discussed how your mom believes me more than you� which made my day,
and also I was glad to know that your dad thinks I won’t ever make a traffic rule violation or a mistake in general and know I’m a good person.
This much love I haven’t seen in my entire life
Your mom n dad love towards make me feel I have got a second family in my life,
This was seriously heart-melting for me
01 Aug 2020
Title-Google Maps Sucks but meeting you was worth it
Well what we plan never comes that way, the reality it’s a lot weird.
But if we determine its always possible,
Like for example, that road which google map was showing was very far off from the destination but still idk from where did you come, like even I wouldn’t have reached just by asking people.
Meanwhile, I was feeling so helpless and upar se my small brother was calling me to ask Administrative password and in the background that daisy studio very calling, and meanwhile on the ground I was convincing Honda employee to drop me at your location as I know it’s challenging to locate in an unknown place.
All of a sudden everyone was contacting me and me thinking where you were,
It was tedious for me to handle so many people at the same time.
Well inner, I knew you’re going to explode anytime soon as I know it’s very frustrating coming to the same place again n again for 1hour and that happened pretty late almost 20mins after I had a thought “ki abhi tak saumya gussa nhi hui” so yeah you’re being good at handling a stressful situation.
After you became angry, I was begging that service advisor to hand over my car “badh meh jaye kaam” I’ll get it done afterwards as I didn’t want to ruin the planned day.
But they declined the request, and out of nowhere, you came.
It was so heart-warming for me ki “sarthak your day still isn’t ruined”.
You asked me why wasn’t I standing outside as I was inside the workshop asking them to hand over my car and
also, I wasn’t able to walk because I didn’t know where was this ‘MG library’ and you were already lost, I didn’t want to make it more difficult by creating myself lost
Anyways you came out of nowhere n
I was so happy, but sitting next to you without songs playing was making me nostalgic about me scoring less in the exam and going home with my dad with a hell of silence
I’m laughing remember this
Well, I’m glad you made your mood better in no time this means you do get calm down very easily
and understand the situation better kudos to that.
I had thought I just ruined you this day!
As you didn’t react to my cute lil notes on surprises
But AF you were so happy that you replied for each cute lil note which I wrote for you.
Which did make my day and is still making while writing this…
I was fascinated by your collections, n gifts it’s simply wonderful
Saumya again do consider this.
“sirf 2door cupboard se kaam ho jayega?”
Personally speaking, I don’t think so
Also, your dress was so lovely like Matching plaso matching top matching earrings sbb matching matching
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Anyways I loved the chole-bhature made by your mom, it was simply wow
I would definitely learn from your mom to impress my wife by my cooking skills�
Well it was cute you served me as we do to our guest, it was there my heart melted.
Also, you lick your finger like I do whenever food is so tasty.
The time spent with you was so good I wish I could have it every day,
While leaving your house, mom was saying “we liked you coming, do come next time”.
It was honestly delightful like I wished I could reply “even I wish to come every day or be with you every day�”
Your study camp wala idea is good I would consider that.
Anyways I loved that Red Velvet cake.
It was so delicious like I wish you having it while reading this diary.
And your spoon feeding was simply so cute, and honestly, I love it every single time when the spoon enters my mouth!
Idk why, but mom ki spoon-feeding wali feeling aati hai, makes me feel like I’m a kid which honestly I’m a 10yr old kid with you,
detached from the world carefree, happy and enjoying every second of my life
I wish I could have such days with you every weekend, after hectic work life.
It’s so refreshing that I won’t ever need to get myself a vacation.
Simply spending time with you would be more or less the same as going on a trip.
I sometimes imagine if we ever go on a trip together, how would it be?
We’ll try it out sometime soon, ha na!?
02Aug
Today we met out of the blue; nowhere, I was in my home wear, n was embarrassed, ki why didn’t I changed.
But even you came in your nightdress, so I was in pretty relief,
Next time do make sure tell to me one day in advance so that I could be with you entire time
your nails did look like those vampires have
but we’re pretty enough�
I hope you won’t take revenge on a person using them
03 Aug
Today is rakhshabandhan, and I wish I could have stayed at your house for a week.
Like if I could have stayed at your house for a week, then we could have
Made food together
May help you to clean your cupboards.
See your fashion collections n be jealous why the I’m a boy(tho I love being a boy �)
Explore all your gifts n find something which is lost(like the earring which we found when you were showing me your earring collections)
And yes the best part we could have clicked a ton of photos,
Helping each other to dress matchy matchy n click awesome photos.
Well idk why but these days your smile isn’t sparkling as it was used to be(like a single photo of your so good looking teeth smile),
Hope your smile gets impressive as it used to be…